because…. i have something to look forward to 
a date between me & laogong – which i hope will really come true..
have been toying with the idea of changing job..
but i also know that its a fake image – the grass is always greener on the other side.
and what makes me think that in this economy, i can find another job?
also, i am not going to let my first job after graduation last only half a yr.
even if i’m not concerned about what other employers may think,
i feel that i’d have let myself down by leaving without learning anything.
the irony is, i really have not learnt anything i wanted so far.
and i dunno when exactly i will learn the things i want to..
all i can say is. bite my tongue and stay on.
time will pass by very fast. the plan is due in one years time
and i have to save up a lot of money in the mean time!!!
this sounds like i’m getting married or buying a hse or whatsoever. haha.
but its not la, its just something i love to do…
something which wouldn’t be possible in the future.
with commitments, responsibilities etc.
this kind of thing must do it when i’m still young!
and to make it perfect, i will be going for it with laogong!
told my mom about it just now on the mrt..
my sis and i treated my parents to the movie, 2012!
my mom was like…. =.=” u really dun like ur job so much?
i know lor.. she must think i’m crazy.
think about the 8 to 6, the long lunch, the gym facilities, the slackness..
with my current salary, which will go up upon confirmation,
(IF i get confirmed.. speaking of that.. i also sian)
though i think it shouldn’t be a problem? hopefully.
i think i’m probably weird. i have no idea what i want in life.
the bottom line is, i have a plan and i’m looking forward to it
i have been traveling alot this year. but all with friends.
the only trip with laogong was to bangkok.
i miss traveling with him!!!
so tired now.. going to sleep soon!
